It may be good for me...

Immersed in music alone...
This is what I need
I cling
I have clamps
I obsess
I hold out on life for love
Is that bad?
I embody my crush and fantasize
This only child has enabled me
The only child has made this only child feel justified, never knew one before
He is as alone as I am
He is unsure as I am


I know what I want and that makes him feel secure
He is so unsure, he is so wishy washy
He flips and flops like a fish out of water, it's borderline unnerving
I know I want him
I know I am impulsive and will follow him wherever he wants to go as soon as he figures it out.
He hates that
He doesn't want me to move for him
I will
When I want something, I do it....not looking back.


Drew,

You know I love you.  I want to follow you through life.  Wherever you may choose to go.  I don't care what will happen along the way.  I won't tell you this in person because I will scare you.  You came along and snatched my heart right out of my chest.  You don't see yourself the way I see you.  You are everything I have always wanted.  You really made my year.  I thought I would have been a single being and eventually have settled on someone that met my needs, but you came along and have enveloped everything I want.

You attract me,
you peak my interest,
you are witty
you make laugh
you compliment me
you are passionate about things I like, but know next to nothing about

You say you have no direction, no drive, no ambition....
Maybe that is true right now
You will be worth more than that to me in the future...

You feel less than you can be right now...


Don't come here if you don't want to...
Don't make this your home if you aren't happy..
Don't resent me...
You say you will be happy, but will you?
Don't talk about your real home while you're here...



I don't want to hear about where you could be when you are where you are
I want to take you to places here that you've never seen...